okay.

today wasnt a fairytale.

i had just been informed that 'someone' broke up because of me. i dunno if that's true or just a bullshite, but from what i saw, i think its true. its not like the major 'i-break-up-with-him-bcause-of-you' kinda thang. its about being friends. well, okay SORRY? if thats what you want from me? i dunno what's this boy's prob. listen to that. boy. he seems to like, jealous or something? he doesnt like me havin toooooo much happiness with his girl, i mean, ex. i dont mean to gossip over here, butttt its so confusin. and disturbin. this is a major problem to me. its like, im a boy who gives joy to his girl. the prob is, i aint a boy.
if you're not at all 'satisfied', shall we say, by my own way of treatin you, then TELL ME! just tell me face to face, so that i wont be sooo pissed off like right now. you really got on my nerves.
if its how the way i look at you, like my eyes, i know. i know they loveee to roll. but they automatically roll. got that? automatically. it wasnt as if i intend to roll them in front of you. they automatically.
if you dunno how to give your ex happiness and joy like i give her, then try to tell me that you want to ! so that i wont be overly happy with her. so that i make you jealous no more. dont just bullshite-ly sit there and talk bad behind me. i know you dont like me. as long as you dont tell me what's wrong, i aint gonna talk with you, you meathead. i aint. keep that noted.

today wasnt a fairytale.